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Day One Hundred Twenty Nine (Year Two)

I did it.  I recorded a couple of songs today.  I got versions of "Miami" and "All I Have To Do Is Dream" down on tape.  I really liked the way the solo electric guitar stuff turned out, and really hated the way my voice sounded on the recordings.  I'm starting to remember why I found someone else to sing the songs I work on.  I've never really been satisfied with my voice all that much.  Or maybe I've just never tapped into using it the way it needs to be used.  Maybe I need to take singing lessons.  Maybe I should just refine my guitar chops and be a hired gun in that regard.  Production is probably the place for me if the band stuff doesn't work out well.

I'm all over the place today, I can tell.  I'm not quite willing to call November an unmitigated disaster when it comes to the music, but it sure seems like it was close.  I didn't even get close to accomplishing as much as I set out to.  I'm disappointed with myself.  I started this process last year to re-connect with a piece of my soul that had been allowed to fade into the background, and letting that part of myself down as completely as I feel I did this last month feels like a crushing defeat. 

I've simply got to do better, push harder, play more, be more consistent.

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